Personality Fault

Poor self esteem. I do not feel comfortable "selling" myself to potential employers. I have very negative feelings towards this game. Whoever sells the best, wins the prize. In my unhealthy thought processes, it will most likely not be the best canidate who wins. I believe the best candidate is sometimes the worst "seller" of himself and vice versa. I now understand why my father, with an above average IQ, was a truck driver. I suppose whatever was wrong with him was instilled in me, not that I am of above IQ, but truck driving sounds appealing to me. Big Sigh.......